Thinking (O.o)
I've been thinking a lot lately, which is not normal for me since I generally just wander through life in a daydream and take whatever it throws at me. Although my life seems really bad at the moment, I need to keep trying to look in the bright side and am beginning to force myself to. I have the best mum anyone could ask for, who had always been there for me and tried her hardest to help me with everything even though she raised me and my brother on her own. I also have the best friend's in the world - In particular Holly, Jo, Yihlyn and Sarah, who have helped me so much these last few weeks and if it wasn't for them I probably wouldn't have been bale to cope. It's rather difficult at uni as I have so few female friends, and generally I don't feel comfortable talking to guys about my problems as I'm not used to it since the majority of my friends from home are female. Plus a lot of my problems are things guys wouldn't be able to help with anyway. Not that I'm saying my male friends haven't helped; they have, but in a different way. I tend to turn to my female friends for emotional support and male ones to cheer me up when I'm down.
All that said though, I'm not doing a very good job of keeping myself happy. But things are beginning to look up, and life is slowely settling into a steady flow and I'm sure it will soon be back to how it used to be. I'm going home this weekend to be with my mummy, so that should cheer me up. On Saturday she is taking me dress shopping and is going to treat me to one for the summer ball ^________________^
Okay on another note I just came to a realisation. Although my roomie is a total cow there is one thing I can be thankful for ... she isn't Nush.

And thats all I am going to blabber about for now... I have been thinking about more things than I wrote here but I will talk about them another time as I want to watch Sailor Moon now!

Love ya all,

-k-
xxx

Posted by K-li at 4:45 pm